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[03 Aug 2004|12:22am] [ mood | drained ] FUN DAYYYY!!!!!! today was like the coolest day that ive had since ive been out here. i mean it was all the normal stuff i do just all together in one day, and none of the little kids were being there normal cock-selves. so i got up this morning and got into my birthday suit ( for all you dumb bums out there that means i took my clothes off) and then i hopped in the shower and washed behind my ears. so i got out, got dressed, and hopped in my car with my little brothers and sisters and we all headed down to the park and hung out there for a while. my brothers friend alan, who is visiting from FLORIDA (in case you didnt understand the caps i was dropping a hint for all of you guys to get your asses out here ASAP) ran into a bar and clotheslined himself, it was the funniest thing i ever did see. so after about an hour of running around and sweating under the sun we decided to go cool off at the waterapark, which was sooo cool. alan coudlnt get in without a guest pass and i coulndt use the guest pass because i wasnt over 18 so alan decided to sneak in behind a fat lady, no joke, another one of the funniest things i ever saw. so were hanging out for a while and then its lunch time, so i go over to on the run mobil and grab some hot dogs for the kids, and a chili cheese dog for me, OHH YEAH BABY!! FART CITY!!!! so we eat lunch and then more water park. no they have these diving boards there, and i mean im not afraid to go of em but im scared to do any of those crazy flips and stuff like that, even so much as a front flip, so kristen keeps egging me on " comon ryan do something cool" so i told her if she tried a front flip i would try it, so of course knowing my luck she actually did try it and so i was like " FUCK !!!" but i couldnt back down then. so i tried it and i LANDED IT BECAUSE IM THE MAN. anyway later on while im on the diving boards this little kid, he must be like 7 gets up on the 3 meter and busts out a 2 1/2 and i was like WTF!!! so i had to atleats try a 1 1/2 and after like 4 tries of smashing my legs against the surface i got it and now im the man for the second time. so i was sick of the waterpark by this point, like 3 hours into being there, so i went home and dropped off kristen and me jason and barndon and alan all went and hung out at the front for a while. and thats basically it. i mean it sounds dumb but it was cool to me okay. so now im surfing around livejournal and i stumble upon this "fireball crew" thing, and i see my picture but for some odd reason im not a member and i cant figure out how to get in, so someone better IM me and explain to me how to get in or i will be angry. and kayla im glad that your finally online, i mean i know you were away on your cruise but youve been home for two days and we never talk so jeeze talk to me. so that was my fun day, im gonna play some inklink and hop in the sack. nite guys. miss you all. much luv to all the girls, and high fives to the guys ( sry rett and kevin i dont roll like that) IM JUST KIDDING!!! nite guys P.S. shelly if you didnt see my comment you have to tell me what that " emerging tech in bus" crap on your schedule is b/c idk what it is and im getting freaked out b/c im lacking knowledge, im supposed to know everything. nice pic by the way. 10 comments|post comment

i am the inklink MASTER [27 Jul 2004|12:07pm] [ mood | crazy ] okay so inklink is soo my new thing, i am like the ruler of the inklink universe. thats all ive been doing for like the past three days. i play inklink with ashley and john back in fl, its really fun you guys should im me and well find a room eand all play sometime. ill bet anyone 5 bucks ill beat em ANYTIME. i think they need to make like new words ros oemthing though b/c i am the friggin master. i still havent really met any cool people up here yet but i might be getting a job soon at the front. the guy that worked there , larry , just quit and so now they have this one guy , garrett, there. hes the only working and the owner , eric, who lives up in cactus expects him to keep shop the whole week, so im gonna give him a call and see if i can get a job. it would be soo cool. 650 and hour for playing counterstrike on line and blowing peoples head off, i mean seirously i would get payed to play video games. every once in a while i might have to get up and sell someone a drink or answer or the phone and take some little kids 2 bucks to put an hour on his account to play, but the is the most extreme extent to the job's requirments. HOW AWESOME WOULD THAT BE. anyway i just woke up a little while and plyed some more inklink, but im dirty filty gross, and i dont like it. so guess what? SHOWER TIME..... okay im back and now im all clean, suddzy, good smelling, refreshed and all the other good things you can think of. while i was in the shower i was thinking again, not something i do much. anyway i was thinking about being wet. i was wondering why when your only a little wet, like if someone squirts you in the face with a water bottle or throws a water balloon at you, or puts ice down your pants, etc., why when those thing happen its an annoyance, the water i mean? and then why when your totally wet, like taking a shower, or swimming, you dont mind the water at all? and its not b/c at the certain times you dont want to be wet, b/c even when your just about to get in the water and someone splashes you its still annoying. anyway, well thats my "ponderation" for the day. i like my new word. hee hee 8 comments|post comment

why do we have to die? [23 Jul 2004|11:34pm] [ mood | curious ] "if your to stupid to not to believe me after all my other judgments proved to be correct, then why the fuck should i give you the ammunition to second guess me?!?" today had been just as boring as any of the other ones, all i do is sit here in this house, wasting away, waiting for my return to where i belong. well today at least i did some hemping, i mean im still wasting away, but my rotting corpse now has a purpose, if that is at all possible. so im sitting here and im wondering why we we have to die, i mean besides people who are stupid and drive down the highway at 120 mph with a BAC level of .12 and the people who shoot heroin into their veins or take ecstacy tables and burn holes in their cerebellum, why does EVERYONE ELSE have to die? and im not talking about accidental death like walking in front of a bus, or purposeful murder like someone putting a bullet in your head. what i mean is bodily death. why do our bodies have to die? i mean every organ in your body is fully capable of repairing itself except the brain which after like the first 6 months of life stops making new cells. our heart will eventually wear out as well but by the time were 80 our heart isnt even 50% deteriorated so then if we dont kill our brain or eat bacon and crisco toast to clog up our arteries why do we die? the only thing i could really think of is that we are created with death inside us and that his job is to smite us all down. I WOULD KILL TO FALL ASLEEP!!! another thing i thought about was suicide. why would one end their life? i thought about this for a while as well and i came to the conclusion that suicide is not a wish to end your life but instead is the most effective way to get people to look away from one's own shame. so it is not a deathwish, but the most desperate attempt to hide one's face from the critisicm of others.i just want anyone who reads this to know that i apologize if i insulted anyone or made anyone mad b/c of some similar situation, like there best friend hanging themselves, in which case i would seem like an insensitive prick. but my goal was not to infuriate anyone or to make anyones grieving more painful, all i was doing was thinking outloud so i really am sincerley sorry. much luv to everyone back home,especially you my darling " they say that when you sleep your bodies at rest, i wouldn't know what sleep felt like if i tried my best, if polaroids and memories can fade away so can i " 7 comments|post comment

i think i might just be a photographer [22 Jul 2004|03:21pm] [ mood | drunk ] well today has been boring like all the rest of em. i got up around eleven and hopped on the comuter. iver been chatting with amanda and shelly like all day. i decided to make a video tour of my house and i went outside to take some pictures of my house and i burned my feet because its friggin 109 degrees on the road outside. dumb dumb me huh? well ive been tweaking around the comp all day listening to music and taking even more pictures of myself. the video tour went preety well except that half the time i thought the floor was higher than it was and the whole screen is really shaky and i actually got sick from watching it, i get motion sickness preety bad, but i love rollercoasters. its weird idk dont ask. well if you want the tour just IM me and ill send it but its a friggin huge ass file so be prepared for no talkie for a little while. right now im eating popcorn and drinking chocolate milk, it seems kinda weird but they go together preety good. anyone out there ever dipped there french fries in the hot fudge sundaes from Mcdonald's? its the same thing. well im yelling to the little kids on the trampoline, id send you pics but i still dont know how, its to confusing. i love taking pictures because its fun but i dont get em, so maybe i wont be a photographer after all. im not really drunk by the way i just thought the icon was funny. post comment

[21 Jul 2004|07:06pm] [ mood | energetic ] well i havent updated in a while for the simple reason that there is nothing really to say, well i went to califonia this past weekend with my grandpa which was preety cool. it reminded me a lot of florida though so it was kinda depressing. we went to california adventure and they have like this hang gliding ride and we went on it and you fly over the ocean and it smelled just like a real beach, so i had to ride it like 8 times no joke. well anyway my room is getting cool now, i got some furniture and my computer is fixed now, for all of you who know how my mom flipped out and went totally physco. i got a haircut today and its sooooo short, i was soo mad at my mom b/c shes does that everytime. yesterday i went to the park with kristen which is about as far as the poolhouse was from my old house, and we were there like five minutes and she wanted to go back. her kleets were hurting her( we had gone down there to play soccer) so i had to carry her on my back, along with her shinguards, kleats, socks, and soccerball all the way home in 112 degree weather. i watched starsky and hutch this morning which was preety funny even though i had seen it once already. i love when the shoot the horse, and when hes like" how much do you weigh?" and the cheerleader is like "what does that have anything to do with anything?" but i digress. uhh well thats really all for now, IM me and ill send you some pictures, or you can comment and tell me how to post em and ill just put em up here. 6 comments|post comment

AHHHHH!!!!! IM A COMPUTER NERD [30 Jun 2004|10:40pm] okay so im out here in arizona right? well there is nothing to do at the present time. its BLAZING hot and there are no kids my age around to hang out with, at least none that ive found yet. so im sitting at home being bored, and dying from anxiety from missing all of you guys back at home. well im loving this house, and this neighborhood, but thats about it. the community center kicks ass BUT, and that is a BIG but, there is never anyone down there and im getting angry. well i guess there is one good thing about this, i have a car now, no license, but hell i drive around anyway. ya know why? ill tel you why, because im rye-bread and im florida cool, and i dont have to pay attention to these damned arizona rules. enough ranting sry about that. anyway so im driving around right, and jason wants to stop by this paintball place called "the front". well little did i know that this as also a pc gaming place. so we went inside and i met this guy that worked there named larry, and i guess were kinda friends now, but all ive been doing is going there and playing games. MY MIND IS GONNA OOZE OUTTA MY EARS. well thats a preety good summary of life up here for now. preety boring eh? 5 comments|post comment

-test- [29 Jun 2004|03:06am] [ mood | creative ] ...just a test... <3 nicole and amanda <3 1 comment|post comment

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